control, mommy update


Does anyone else let their mind live in the past for extended periods of time? Or just drift there occasionally when there is nothing to distract them?
Lately my mind keeps recounting certain events that must have been key to my shaping, I think ‘if only I would have been then who I am now, I would have chosen differently.’ But of course I know, I know somehow if I had chosen differently I wouldn’t be who I am now. I like who I’m becoming and only life’s events and my poor judgment in the past leading to some mistakes, could make me who I am now. But it stinks. Regretting choices. There’s no way to undo the past, but maybe somehow, someday I can help someone else who’s making some important decisions think a little a harder and maybe not live with some stabbing regret.

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